You’re Why I Don’t Like Having Dreams Anymore
I asked my deck,
“How can I crush unrequited love?”
My card, in response, was the Ace of Cups.
You know nothing about tarot, but you think it’s cool.
When you find out I read, you say,
“I read some Aleister Crowley in undergrad.”
Anyway. You don’t know what this means.
Ace of Cups means
I don’t know what this means, either.
This gives me more questions.
I light lavender incense to relax.
You always make me so tense.
You don’t seem worth the exercise.
Speaking of which,
I started exercising for you.
Sometimes I remember you’re why.
Sometimes I’ll be doing crunches on
my boyfriend’s decorative rug
Just sad little creepers
dripping out the corners
of closed eyes.
by Miss Macross
- Miss Macross is a Pittsburgh-based writer, witch, and painter. She is influenced by spacecraft, witchcraft, and personal experiences with trauma. Her first chapbook, MISS MACROSS VS. BATMAN, was published in Fall 2018 by CWP Collective Press.